The meaning of life, death and our faith in God and the
resurrection: that is our spiritual journey and our
hope. In the earthly realm, this can be difficult to
hold onto sometimes. Sensing the presence of God, who
is everywhere – finding him in the unexpected, not easily
described, but known. We search onward in this world,
but looking always towards the Kingdom of Heaven.
During the Christmas period Radio 4 aired a fascinating
series called ‘Voices of the First World War’. It was
the real voices of survivors of the trenches, with a
narrator telling the listener of the context and the
events. One particularly poignant voice was that of a
gunner in the artillery – an ordinary soldier – William
Towers- who described his near death experience. His
leg was badly wounded at Passchendale and he lay on a
makeshift bed in the field hospital. The doctor on the
ward was walking along, laughing and joking – with his arms
around two of the nurses. Somehow the wounded soldier
– with a sense of despair – of not mattering, being a
nothing, a nonentity, managed to catch the attention of the
doctor who shortly after did perform some primitive surgery,
amputating the leg.
The soldier was sent to a hospital back in England and
though he survived the journey, he was in a very poor and
weakened state. All hope was leaving him and he felt
that his very life was ebbing away. His great fear was
not that he would die, but that if he survived was that he
would become one of the poor amputees, leaning on a crutch
with a tin in one hand, begging on the streets, that were
becoming commonplace – displaced and uncared for.
However, suddenly, he said that kindly doctor at the English
hospital took an interest in him. The doctor’s horror
at the dreadful mess left by poor surgery and the infection
which was setting in was clear to the soldier. But the
doctor reassured him that he would do everything he could
for him. Further, skilled surgery followed, in sterile
conditions and the soldier made an amazing recovery.
He was moved to a convalescent home where he was treated
with kindness and compassion by the helpers. This
enabled his recovery and rehabilitation – not only with the
wound, but also with his spirit and back into the
community. With the help of the good people he
encountered he received a new life. He was able to
accept the disability, as he saw that he had been
saved. For William he felt that he was given his life
back. He worked tirelessly for the rest of his life,
campaigning for better treatment for soldiers wounded in
battle. He had felt that in the carnage and chaos of
battlefield, he along with many others were treated as less
than nothing. But in the work of the good people who
saved him – there was compassion and value for human life
and the spirit. William took that on, not selfishly –
caring only for himself and his life, but caring also for
the lives of others. In his work, he did all that he
could for future generations. He took a path towards
all that was good, not one of bitterness and selfishness.
The prayer which Jesus makes to his Father in Heaven in
today’s Gospel is spiritual food for the journey of the
disciples. The journey is fraught with mortal dangers,
but the heavenly and eternal life which is promised is
assured. The calling of the disciple is to take the
word of God into the world, sanctified and belonging to God,
not to the world. The temptations of the world are
there, all around the disciples, but they are strengthened
by God to resist the temptations. The disciples are
committing to living by the word of God, sanctified by the
word of God. They are to turn the other cheek,
resisting the temptation of human ways, the ways of
sin. By not succumbing to anger, resentment,
covetousness, or retaliation – the disciples do not
perpetuate evil in the world. Their focus is
resolutely upon God, pure and simple. They are in the
world to perpetuate the word of God, to make all that is
Holy and good prevail.
Jesus entreats his Father to protect the disciples from the
evil one. The damnation of the one who was destined to
be lost (Judas) is the sobering reminder to the disciples of
how easily people can become instruments of evil, ensnared
in the grip of evil and ensnaring others within evil – in
all its malevolent influence.
The sanctification brought by God’s truth purifies and
protects the disciples. But vigilance will be needed
and sacrifice. The sacrifice which Jesus is about to
make with his own life, for the salvation of mankind brings
the love of God to the world, transcending all other
powers.
In our own, limited human understanding – we dimly may see
what this salvation means for the world.
In the moving story of the First World War gunner, we are
reminded of how good and evil co-exist in the world.
The armed conflicts prevailing down the centuries. The
suffering which ensues for ordinary people. The
corruption within the world and the difficult choices that
people are faced with. The reality is confusing and
distressing.
It is ever more important that we keep searching for God and
cling one with faith through all of this.
The disciples and the early church carried the word of God
forward for future generations, keeping the sanctity of the
word of God alive and teaching for the good of all
peoples. This is our privilege today, that we can
share in the life of the church and live the word of God in
the world.