Living by faith is as natural as breathing, yet sometimes
it’s like walking on water. Faith is an integral part of
life whether we are Christian or not. An atheist goes to bed
having faith that there will be a tomorrow; he plants
mustard seeds trusting that mustard not apples will result;
he conducts a scientific experiment believing that the
universe is constant, that the same experiment done
yesterday, today and tomorrow in the same conditions will
produce the same results. All people live by faith, a
settled attitude of trust. Of course, sometimes we are
let down: there’s an accident or we discover the person we
trusted lies or gossips.
Faith is God made known through Jesus is like the faith we
have in ordinary daily happenings, that our kettle will
boil, or close friends will recognise us. Faith, a settled
attitude of trust in God, is easy - a child like matter,
like when a child takes the hand of a parent without
question or hesitation because that is the way things are.
Such is our relation to God. And faith in God is sometimes
difficult: we might stand out from the crowd, we might be
beat en in argument and seem to make fools of ourselves, we
might be let down, or we might be expected to give time, to
do things or go places that are outside the normal run of
life. The so – called strong winds that made Peter afraid
are the experiences that test our faith. Easy or difficult,
faith isn’t an invitation to close our minds, to act as
though we have to deny our rational and mental faculties in
order to believe. That, I suppose, is why many scholars are
prepared to say that the story we heard from Matthew, in
today’s Gospel, probably began as the Parable of Walking on
Water which, long before it was written down, with much
re-telling, gradually evolved until it became about actually
walking on water. As in every other aspect of life, we
should use our minds about having faith.
A crucial invitation to discipleship comes at the beginning
of John’s Gospel when two of those who were to become
disciples were following Jesus. Jesus’ invitation to them is
not ‘believe’ but ‘come and see.’ The potential disciples
had the privilege of being able to see for themselves, to
weigh Jesus up as a man, to travel with him and see how he
got on with people, to experience his friendship and his
anger and observe his courage; in short, to make up their
minds about Jesus. They had the freedom to walk away and,
according to the Gospels, at various points in his ministry
many did.
‘Come and see’: discover for yourselves. Of course that is
more than a mental of intellectual process; it involves our
emotions and spiritual sensitivity too, but the first
followers of Jesus could use their minds and ask, is this
man rational? Is this the man for me? Can we trust him with
everything we have and are? Even when faith is childlike it
can be enriched by our humbly bringing our knowledge and
critical faculties to the text of the Bible, to the story of
Jesus, to the affirmations of hymns and creeds. Indeed, it’s
important that we do use our minds because when we commit
ourselves, the way of discipleship is demanding.
To mix the metaphor, we start out on a ‘walking on the
water’ road. The disciples soon discovered that having faith
in Jesus was like walking on water, or worse, like sinking.
Jesus sent them out to share their new-found faith in him
and they found it difficult. They tried to heal and they
found they couldn’t. They went with him to Gethsemane and
found they couldn’t even stay awake. He was taken into
custody and they fled.
It’s no easier for his followers now. There’s always going
to be some tricky walking on water as we face the tasks and
issues of discipleship. We might walk or we might sink.
Many Christians round the world – think of some in Pakistan
or some Middle Eastern or Gulf countries – are explicitly or
implicitly persecuted. They walk on water every day of their
lives. Not long ago a doctor in Afghanistan was under
sentence of death because he had converted from following
Mohammed to following Christ. For us, the cost might be that
of speaking up fo believing in Jesus to a neighbour or
colleague, or our fear of being embarrassed or made fun of
for doing so. We know the cost difficulty of arguing the
case for belief in God made known in Jesus, not just to
persuade people that material things in life are not enough,
but to counter the propaganda of the people calling
themselves the new atheists, who seem unable to understand
that Christians need not choose between science and God:
Christians choose both. We know the difficulty of assessing
how far we can work with, and how far we must oppose,
followers of extreme Islamic convictions – some of whom
believe that establishing a Muslim state is fundamental to
their faith.
The different food crises we hear about on the news raise in
a new light the meaning of loving your neighbour. For some,
a fear of dying or of death is the greatest test of faith.
And still there are people who find Jesus’ command to love
difficult when it involves thinking inclusively about black,
poor, foreign, mentally ill or disabled people as well as
those with a different sexual orientation, ir when it means
accepting into positions of authority people who’ve not in
the past been asked to be leaders.
All these – and there are many more – are
walking-on-the-water tests of faith. They are merely
examples of major issues we face as followers of Christ.
There can be many circumstances in life when we find
ourselves ready to cry out with Peter, ‘Lord save us!’ And
many times when we might be fearful of hearing the echo in
our consciences of Jesus’ sorrowful ‘O ye of little faith!’
Yet, deep down, faith in God is always a liberating,
steadying and joyful experience.
When Jesus was stripped of everything and was naked and
gasping for breath on a cross, and his initial ‘My God, my
God, why have you forsaken me?’ had given way to ‘Father,
into your hands I commend my spirit’ Jesus knew he still had
everything: himself, his integrity and his living God. In
the midst of whatever tests or frightens or seems to be
sinking us, having faith in God is a joyful and transforming
experience, for we can hear Jesus saying, in the words of
the Gospel, ‘Take heart, it is I, do not be afraid.’