The liturgical calendar has now moved from the Christmas
season to the period before Lent and we now focus on Gospel
readings from St. Luke. It’s unusual for all the readings
and the psalm to link so closely with each other but this
morning they all relate in some way to someone’s experience
of having been called by God, and given a task to
accomplish: in this case Isaiah, Paul and Simon Peter.
Isaiah’s experience in the temple was a deeply mystical one,
he calls himself a man of unclean lips and in a wretched
state. Yet his own awareness of his sinfulness prepares him
for cleansing. If the lectionary had taken us on to the
following few verses we would have heard that the prophet
goes into a troubled world to people who won’t listen... I
rather think we can all identify with that. The prophet’s
words could perhaps encourage us to give some consideration
to our own patterns for worship, and how they compare with
Isaiah’s experience? Are we awestruck by the mystery and
majesty of God? Do we confess our sins but fail to realise
how far we fall short? Do the words of the absolution really
free us to listen, truly hear and then respond to God’s
word? Our task has to be as Isaiah’s and to stay faithful in
words and action.
St. Paul reminds the Corinthians of the very same thing,
their belief must be reflected in their lives. He tells us
what he first taught the Corinthians that Christ died for
our sins and that he was raised to life again. Paul claims
that he is the least of the apostles, because to his shame
he had been an enemy of Christianity and had persecuted the
Church of God. Yet despite this he was still commissioned by
the risen Christ on the road to Damascus. Paul is talking
about the world-transforming knowledge of the resurrection
that he has received but as with others before and after him
Paul doesn’t believe that he is the best person for the
job. However, along with his efforts and with God’s
grace he is able to proclaim the gospel, not words written
book but a message to be preached and taught. He proclaims
the creedal statement that Christ died for our sins in
accordance with the scriptures, was buried and rose again on
the third day.
The Gospel then leads us to Simon Peter, who also believes
that he too is not fit company for the Lord because he is a
sinner. All three main characters in today’s readings are
clear about their unworthiness. I have to say I haven’t yet
met anyone who ministers, ordained or lay who did feel
worthy to take on God’s work.
I remember very clearly travelling home after three days of
gruelling selection for ordination training; interviews,
presentations, studying, being closely watched in social
situations. The process had already taken about three years
up to that point and at each stage I felt God couldn’t
possibly want me on board. Anyway I settled myself on
the train, coming home from Nottingham, tired but certain
that I had made it absolutely clear I was nothing like good
enough or able enough to continue with any ideas around
training for ordained ministry. I remember thinking I’ve
done my best for you God but this is where this bit of the
calling ends. That was around 20 years ago and
wasn’t I naïve? When God has a plan, well that’s it!
Being called by God seems like the most massive and almost
impossible challenge but actually God really requires very
little from us; just to listen for his voice and give our
permission to allow him to speak and act through us.
In today’s gospel reading Simon Peter was going about his
day to day business as an ordinary fisherman and having just
had a fruitless night he and his companions settled to the
dreary task of cleaning and mending their nets; inevitably
they were despondent because their livelihood depended on a
good haul. But then Jesus, whom they had seen around,
commands them to launch out into the deep waters. The shores
of the lake were always crowded as people were drawn to
Jesus’ presence and they travelled miles to hear his message
and be healed by him. His words brought hope for a better
future; he restored damaged souls, offered forgiveness and
comfort to sinners and he dispelled doubts and fears. Jesus
had a unique way about him and people responded to him but
Simon Peter, even though he felt it would be a waste of
time, was willing to obey him. To their great surprise the
nets bulged and split with the enormous catch. Simon Peter’s
risk-taking, really against his better judgement had shown
him that he was in the presence of someone who was far more
than an ordinary man. He had been in the presence of Jesus
and recognised Jesus Christ to be who He was then and is
now.
Luke wasn’t actually too concerned with all the finer
details of the catch but what he really wants us to know and
understand is that Jesus is divine and his power and
authority come from God. Simon Peter, as with Paul and
Isaiah when they recognised the divine presence, immediately
became aware of their own sinfulness. Yet Jesus ignores this
and invites Simon Peter and his friends to abandon their
boats and nets and join him on his mission to seek out and
save the lost and their response was a complete act of
willing trust and co-operation. Simon Peter, despite being
aware of his unworthiness went on to become the rock on
which the Church was founded.
Those main characters in today’s readings, Peter Paul and
Isaiah were all called and changed by God’s saving grace.
By virtue of our baptism, we have all been called and yes,
we have all responded, otherwise why would we be sat here
this morning?
In the 16th century Martin Luther, expanded the
understanding of vocation from a special calling to a
religious life as a priest or a monk to the life and work of
all Christians in response to God’s call. Luther insisted
that every occupation has its own honour before God, as well
as its own requirements and duties. God calls us in so many
different ways to various vocations but every single one of
us has been called to be part of Christ’s saving mission and
be one of his disciples despite however inadequate or
unworthy we think ourselves to be. We are all invited to
trust, have faith and ‘launch out into the deep.’ And we
shouldn’t ever use our brokenness or sinfulness as an excuse
not to respond to God’s call. Our contribution to
proclaiming the Good news doesn’t need great wisdom or
exceptional skill, but an openness to truth, a willingness
to learn and grow, a sense of responsibility and a generous
spirit. It’s no easy task and God is never going to call us
to sit back or worship and savour his holiness in the safety
of our own comfort zones. He breaks through our familiar
defences, calls to take risks and launch out into the deep.
And to help us do this Bishop Paul is asking us to commit to
The Diocesan Rule of Life: asking us to pray, read and learn
and go out to tell, serve and give. We can all manage those
things but are we willing to? If and when we do, then
we can be assured of God’s mercy and grace as we respond in
our own unique ways to our own personal calling and discover
our true identity to which we were called. And whatever or
whenever that may be let us quickly respond using Isaiah’s
words, ‘Here I am send me’.